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| "Karma, Isn't It A Bitch" |
| 07.05.04 (5:28 pm) [edit] |
Monday sucked.. Work was very boring. I was so stupid.. I did too many situps tonight and I have to play softball tomorow night. My wife and I did our usual 2 miles today but that won't bother me as much as my stomach will getting around on a swing.
I read something very disturbing today on MSN. I read that woman are now cheating on thier husbands as much men are cheating on thierwives and that it is due to women in the work place, the number of hours we all work and not having enough time for each other. Yilkes and the statistic shows like at 40% or so. They all said pretty much the same thing. "He never complemented me", "The new guy showed he cares". That's because he just wants to fuck you and chances are he's not married and just wants some ass. That's how guys work. I'd say that maybe 2 out of 10 single men that have sex with married women are actually sincere. My wife was like what would you do? We all know what we would really want to do, but would you do it? No not kill her, divorce her. I think 99% of all men would be done with it and say goodbye. I honestly think I would want to know the real reason behind it all. If it was honestly my fault due to something I have caused I don't know what I would do. I love my wife and would try to work it out but vows are vows.
I made the mistake of cheating before we were married, I was honest and told her about the whole thing because it wasn't fair to her. I will regret doing it until I die. She still to this day thinks about it. I honestly think I was temporarily insane at the time, and try to push it out of my mind as if it didn't happen. My wife is the kindest person in the work and did nothing wrong. I hate myself everyday for doing that. I truly do love her. I always hear once a cheater always a cheater, but I really don't know if that's true, even though I have know people in the past that are that way. I don't think I am.
I've been through too much in the past, it still haunts me. All of the posoinous relationships and being brainwashed by women that make you believe that they are right and you are wrong, all the time. Giving it your all for years and bending and trying and then finally told there is always someone better, more money, more power. That was the motivating factor for all of them. But not for my wife she is genuine and then I fuck it all up.
I have unfortunatly cursed my self, and when the boomerang of Karma comes back and bites me in the ass I will remember exactly why I have received whatever it is I will get, lying there knocked on my ass probably without a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out of. No matter how sorry I am and will be forever, trying to undo the horific damage that I have done, pleading for forgiveness and truly trying to correct my mistakes. Time is on the side of fate and I will get mine, it will be ugly and I will not be expecting it.
And I will say to myself "Karma, isn't it a bitch"
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| Hot Dog Eating Contest? |
| 07.04.04 (8:17 am) [edit] |
There is a Hot Dog eating contest on ESPN. These guys and gals can eat!! It's replay after replay of people stuffing their faces with hot dogs. It's the Annual Coney Island Hot Dog Eating Contest. They have trophys and everything.
I'm not sure how many hot dogs I could eat at one sitting, I would probably puke after about 9, but that's just a guess. The Japanese are all over this competition. They just showed this woman that weighed in at no more than 85 lbs. Her record is over 30 hot dogs with the buns. As sick as it is I'm gonna check it out. PS I would not let any chick that was in a hot dog eating contest anywhere near my johnson.
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| Is Grass Greener? |
| 07.04.04 (8:01 am) [edit] |
Is the Grass always seems greener on the other side? I wasn't happy in Arkansas so I moved to Tampa, now Tampa doesn't fit into what I'm trying to accompish so I want to move elsewhere. But then I think that I have grown as a person and that what makes me change the idea of what makes me happy.
We always try to fix things as people, making something better, challenging ourselves in one way or another to accomplish whatever it is we set out to do. I see myself going back to being a more simple person as I get older, challenging myself in different ways. When I was 18 it was getting tattoos and getting high. When I was 21 it was the club scene and big cities and what they had to offer. Now I find myself getting back to basics, back to the country way of doing things. In a weird way I remind myself alot of my Grandfather when he was younger. Not completly but if you took my grandfather and put him in my shoes in this era we would probably be alot alike.
Is this the cylce that we all go through? Do we really become our parents and grandparents? I think we try to improve ourselves as we go not to be exactly like them, try to limit the mistakes and remember what not to do.
Think clear, and keep your eyes on the road. that's the plan.
HK
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| Tampa Is A Garbage Can |
| 07.03.04 (6:44 pm) [edit] |
By the way Tampa is a shithole. I have lived here for 6 years now and the city is now an overpopulated trashy garbage can. The only good thing about it was that my ex-girlfriend dumped me and I met my wife. Born in Texas and will always want to go back but being a realist (for the moment) know that it will more than likley never happen.
When I first moved here it was really not that crowded, it was your average city. Jobs were booming living costs were really cheap and it was nice. Over the years it has stooped down to a Miami style slum. My wife and I are pretty set on leaving in the near future to begin somewhere else. Ironically I never thought I would say this but I'm probably moving to New Hampshire. I love it up there. It seems so unspoiled and quiet. Rolling mountains and small New England towns. I'm kind of scared in some ways. I have always lived in the South. The opinion of people from the South in the NE seems to be that people are not as smart or clever as everyone else. That is very sterotypical and not true. One thing I can't stand is the I'm better than you bullshit. It was cool in 10th grade.
Oh, I thought of one other thing I appreciate about Tampa. The sports in this town are awesome, I will miss it for sure and the teams here will always be my teams.
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| First Post |
| 07.03.04 (6:12 pm) [edit] |
Hmm. Don't know how long this will go, but I'm gonna run with it.
Just finished watching the D-Rays beat the crap out of the Marlins. It was kind of boring. Totally broke right now, the only thing I can think to do is excersise or this. My wife is so bored she fell asleep.
Whatching Fox News and why the hell do they keep bringing up OJ again. The famous car chase is on and they are still talking about it, like it's news. Let's see the Rodney King beating again while we're at it and then maybe we can take a look at the JFK murder, and if we really want to rip the stitches out why not just show MLK in Memphis.
Anyway this blog will be directed at everyone and no one. Big, small, black white. My life and everyone else's as well. Dirt will be thrown and stories will live on until I do not. All the infomation included will be of my opinion or a definite fact. No fiction.
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